B i t t e r
You know what’s the saddest thing?
Meeting someone you once had the strongest feelings for and prepping yourself up for zero expectations for this person who at one point of your life took up every spare moment of your thoughts and for a long time occupied every single fiber of your being, someone who you were ready to die just to keep them in your life even if it meant watching them falling in love over and fucking over again with everyone in the fucking world but you… meeting up with them years later “as friends” and reminding yourself that you no longer harbor anything for them and realizing that… even after all this time despite how “minute”, almost non-existent you think your feelings are for them, it’s still not as little nor ever will be as little as how they regard you.
Because the truth of the matter is, after all these years, you still don’t love me. And you never will.
I will never mean more to you than you do to me. Not even close.