Spontaneous depressing post on helplessness
I’m in a hotel room somewhere in northern Malaysia and somewhere, somehow inside of me, i am suddenly having an internal breakdown.
Maybe i need to get some sleep but i am sitting here on the floor, leaning on the door and panicking like fuck over how the club which i am currently presiding over is going to hold up any longer.
And when the advisor leaves in June, how the fuck am i supposed to take over her role for the next president?!
I hardly know shit as it is and the committee members are like…practically non-existent.
Oh God oh God oh God
Give me strength to see this through